The non-existing me

When I find myself feeling down it is not the usual sad that one should feel, I just don’t feel like I deserve anything another person would and this includes feelings of sadness. Sadness is you dealing with something, it is facing, instead you could eat or drink for exemple, maybe feel anxious. This is why I find myself in a desperate lonelyness: I feel even more non comprehended because it is so hard for me to feel sad, although most people fear it, I search for it, it is always a relief.

Nice hobby is doing silly things, like painting like a kid:

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